I don't know. I really don't. I've always been on the receiving end of bullshit. I didn't take time out in my busy moments of dusting off the fuckas of past to see if someone's heart got broken by me.
Anything is possible. Someone is probably swearing I did that shit to them. If so, I apologize. I go into each situation with an open heart and honesty. If I don't like/love you...I don't waste my time or yours. I don't tell folks I love them and then go tell the next person that's it's all about them. I get no pleasures in gaming with folks' hearts and lives.
Having said that...it's quite possible that IN my honesty of, "No, I don't see you that way..." that someone's feelings could've gotten hurt. I think hurt feelings are a world away from a broken heart, but I can't determine the scope of someone else's disappointment, either.
To end this...I'll post my FAVORITE song for this kind of occasion. I heard it some months back and it's been in heavy rotation since.
"Message To You" by Claudette Ortiz...if I've every hurt you or broken your heart, I apologize...
I'm a lover AND a fighter...I like the folks most don't. I walk to the beat of a drummer....who isn't REALLY in the band, but got the best beats. I am big on love..."I see you" where you're at...hopefully this blog helps you to see me, as well. Either Love me...or leave me alone!
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik
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Wow...I bet I have loads of apologizing to do.
At least you're willing to do that. Some KNOW they've hurt and refuse to offer apology.
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