Do you believe in Long Distance/Internet Love? Why or Why not...
For others, yes...for me...no. I don't have anything good to say for myself in this matter. I used to believe that getting to know someone sight unseen gave you the advantage. No physical hang ups to keep two people from getting to know each other and sealing the bond spiritually. I believe that others have and will have successful LD and Internet romances...I'm just not putting myself in that position again.
I got duped...not once, not twice...but THRICE!!
As far as I'm concerned if you're not in the state of NY and aren't within a train ride away...don't bother. I'm not doing the "false intimacy" thing anyway. Some emotional boo that I talk to and make promises with all for them to be doing local coochie because they want to detach from the commitment, but want to have that "love thing". FUCK...YOU!!
For who I am right now...it would behoove ANY one wanting to deal with me, to make themselves apparent. YES...I WANT TANGIBILITY!! Who doesn't? I can't fantasize and romanticize love and relationships over the phone. All of that giddy laughing, diving for the phone every time you hear their ringtone, sleeping with the phone damn near glued to your face...no way. All it took was 3 failed attempts at love via the net for me to assess that it ain't for me. Threading string through unwrapped and cleaned tin cans to use room to room was cute. I can't do cans and string as an adult. I need to be able to lay eyes on you and ESPECIALLY hands on you. I need that in my life right now.
I've learned MY lesson...
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