Last year when I did this challenge...I had at LEAST one "obligatory blog". It was full of filler so that I could at least SAY I blogged...
...this is the 2010 version O_O
Things I realized today...
~I miss my sister. Her moving out was fine...but, now...it's wack as hell. She spent the night here last night and when I woke up she was gone. I used to make us breakfast on the weekends, so I planned to make breakfast for her. I ate pancakes and eggs by myself. :(
~I am over my ex. ::WOO HOO:: ...this is big for me. I will always love him, but now it's more in the sense of loving your fellow human. I wish him well, but I'm over the desire to hear from him or want him. *doing my 'f&ckn AY' sign*
~I'm arrogant. LMAO (I threw that in there for Joy) YES, JOY...I can be arrogant...but, I have to stick to my guns and say that I'm not really "arrogant" as much as "flagrantly assured" at certain things at certain times. It's not an overall trait I have...just a necessary one for when I need to remember who the hell I am in this world! ;)
~I'm spoiled. I never really thought I was...but, there are a handful of folks who give me what I need and some of what I want...usually when I need it...and sometimes when I don't expect it. That's a blessing.
~I'm a kitchen whore. I love kitchens. I love that belongs in kitchens. I love a kitchen makeover. I love cooking...and want to do it in a wonderfully equipped kitchen....but then, this isn't a sudden realization. It's more of a constant thought. lol
~I'm obsessed with looking down at my girls. The way they jiggle...lol
~I want a baby...
~I want the husband BEFORE the baby...
~I want to cut my hair off. I keep threatening...but, I want it at least above shoulder. I listen to EVERYONE about it...but, I think I'm gonna do it.
~I realized that I'm putting off a serious blog because I'm not sure if I want to share that part of me yet. I know it has to be done, though. It's my testimony.
Well, I'm done. It's all I could do to keep from cheating you all of a legitimate blog. Something that had a little substance! I love you all...til tomorrow. Peace :)
I'm a lover AND a fighter...I like the folks most don't. I walk to the beat of a drummer....who isn't REALLY in the band, but got the best beats. I am big on love..."I see you" where you're at...hopefully this blog helps you to see me, as well. Either Love me...or leave me alone!
Having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik