...tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself!
First...THANK YOU! Thank every person who read my month of truth and showed me unending support. THANK you for inspiring, being inspired, understanding, laughing and willing to learn more about me with an open heart. This challenge was sometimes fun and sometimes it was a pain in the ass. At times I didn't want to reveal certain things. I DO believe that some shit just ain't meant to be disclosed to an audience of many. So, thank you. For loving me past my truth and in spite of.
Now, the letter...
I love you...more than I ever have. You're quite the chick, you know that? You're not too shabby...
I love that you're growing at leaps and bounds. Owning your voice, your life, your love, your purpose. I love that you're forgiving and nurturing...that in spite of "what others would do" you stand in the face of possible ridicule and heads shaking. "Kali, you're better than me..." is a phrase you've come to embrace rather than cringe at. I mean, who wants to be known as the town pushover? No one...but, THAT is just IT...you know that it's not about being a pushover, or gullible, or naive...it's about owning your stride. It's about harnessing your own power rather than give it away for another to dangle like a carrot at their whim. You GET IT! You get that life happens and that even though you may be a certain way...everyone's not you. You get that everyone whose friend YOU are...may not be yours! You get that falling in love and being vulnerable isn't STUPID...it's LOVE. (I just heard Jill Scott's "It's Love" in my head).
I love you, girl. You're smart but not pretentious. Fun but not a clown. Sweet but no fool. Strong but no bully. (I pretend to be but the truth is...do you). You kinda sorta maybe definitely know you're pretty...but you're not superficial. You know that you're loved and yet you're not afraid to face solitude. (LOVE my own company)
You're humble. You're honest. You have a child-like innocence, but you're a realist. You don't CARE what people say about how "inexperienced" you are because, ironically...with all people's "experience"...they still somehow end up coming to YOU! (yea, I said that shit).
See! That right there! You're back! You've grown into your spine and that's a wonderful thing.
I'm proud of where I come from. My stock. My clan. My peoples...and I'm proud of who I am today. I know I'm God's child and I know more than ever who he's commissioned me to be. My legacy will not be televised...it will be told...from heart to heart...and I love that.
Love Always, from this life into the next...
**peace to this challenge and onto the next**