This isn't hard...and it's not long.
I wish I hadn't lost my virginity at 13. Okay okay okay...hole up...lol *trying to explain like Jada in Low Down Dirty Shame when Keenan woke up in the Crying Game*
I wasn't a "fast-tailed fanny" as my grandmother used to call my cousin when we were younger...I really wasn't. I was just in puppy love w/my first. That dude...man. He was etched all up in me since I was a little girl. We grew up next door to one another and eventually all that heavy-petting he did with me ended in me losing my virgin drawlz on the dark red carpet of his mother's bedroom floor. We were watching TV and I fell asleep...well, I awoke to a hand on my ass. LMAO Then it went up my back and around to my breasts. ::snap front bra pops open...oops:: Next thing I know...I'm tensing up as he puts "that thing" in...and my flower is deflowered and petals are everywhere.
Anywho...we did "it" two more times that summer...and then NADA for NOBODY for 5 years. When I turned 18...I returned to "him" and gave him some more...and some more...lol. If I had my choice, I'd rewind and wait until then. Either way...I don't regret that it was "HIM"...just that it was so early.